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判断するために熟慮する様子

went through a lot of thinking after that,

So many dependent factors that I needed to put into consideration,

pursue -

熟慮の過程で

turns out as a -

does not matter anymore.

It is just about following my - towards -.

Yet - toward - is still firm.

得られた選択

make - available anytime to -.

make sure that - to carry on the -.